abby82: (LFN-Nikita/Michael)
2024-12-31 11:00 pm

fic: controlled by the pull of another [la femme nikita]


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controlled by the pull of another

by abby82

category: AU
rating: Explicit
word count: 21,226
warnings: None
author’s note: So back in 2021 I started a High School/College AU in which Nikita was an international student in Paris and Michael was wrapping up his studies at the Sorbonne. Just like in the series, he was heavily involved in the student protest group L' Heure Sanguine and just like in the series, that group was headed down a very dangerous path that would result in the same deadly bombings that would lead to Michael's incarceration and recruitment into Section One. Except, what if he and Nikita crossed paths and became romantically involved? During this time he regularly lied to her about his increasingly violent protest activities because he knew that she wouldn't approve and wanted to shield her from it. That became the story I'm bare boned and crazy for you which was posted on April 2023 as part of the [community profile] smallfandombang. While noodling out the ending, I reached the conclusion that it was not going to have a happy ending. I started writing an epilogue that got pretty long. I eventually decided that it would now be its own story as well. It didn't take me long to realize that the sequel wasn't exactly going to have a happy ending either, so I started a third part to wrap up the fates of Michael and Nikita. There was a point where I was writing the three stories simultaneously. The sequel, a reminder of how we were was posted in two parts in August and October of 2023. I got distracted writing two very long stories on a deadline and the third part unfortunately stopped getting the attention it deserved...until today. I know that I kind of sound like a broken record, but this story was not supposed to be this long. I thought I'd be lucky if I cracked 10,000 words. It's longer, but it definitely leaves Michael and Nikita in a better and happier place.

story began: December 2022
story finished: December 2024

links: LJ | AO3 | Tumblr

summary: Michael and Nikita live on two different continents, but something has to give the longer they spend it apart.

 



abby82: (LFN-Nikita/Michael)
2024-04-27 10:32 am

fic: strategic automation [la femme nikita]



strategic automation

by abby82

category: Android AU/Canon Divergence
rating: Explicit
word count: 40,600
warnings: None
author’s note: In reading LFN fic I repeatedly came across the concept of Michael going into "machine mode". It describes the very focused headspace that he enters during missions and how very methodical, indiscriminate, and detached he gets when the success of a mission is paramount. I rather liked how prevalent it became in a fandom. The show referred to Michael's approach as "primal", but I don't feel like "machine mode" was an inaccurate description of him. It did get me wondering about how something like that would play out. What if Michael was an actual machine. I started jotting things down for this story back in the fall of 2021, so not quite three years ago, but close. It was one of my rotating stories that I had open in the background. When I realized, that it had been idle for such a long time, a decided to commit it to the 13th round of the [community profile] smallfandombang

The mood boards that are embedded within the story were created by the wonderful [personal profile] pattrose. It was such a joy to work with her. Her selection of quotes was an absolutely inspired direction to go in. As I was slowly revising my draft of the story, I would often go back to her work to help me refocus on the themes of the story. I never expected them to be the asset they eventually became.

story began: September 2021
story finished: April 2024

links: LJ | AO3 | Tumblr

summary: "You don't want a person, you want a machine."

 

abby82: (LFN-Nikita/Michael)
2024-01-12 09:19 pm
Entry tags:

Fanfiction: A Year in Review (2023)

I've done these in the past for 2008, 2021, and 2022. I wrote fic in 2007 and 2009 but didn't do one for those years.

Fanfiction I wrote this year

January

the hour of separation [La Femme Nikita, Michael/Nikita] - 5475 words

April
i’m bare boned and crazy for you [La Femme Nikita, Michael/Nikita] - 60,601 words

June
in the early morning [La Femme Nikita, Michael/Nikita] - 3,743 words

July
dealing with the devil [La Femme Nikita, Michael/Nikita] - 4,856 words

October
a reminder of how we were [La Femme Nikita, Michael/Nikita] - 24,600 words

November
the most primitive form of comfort [La Femme Nikita, Nikita & Mr. Jones] - 2,670 words

December
you are the space in my bed [La Femme Nikita, Michael/Nikita] 105,000 words


Total stories: 7 stories in one fandoms, 204,945 words written

2023 Fanfiction meme )
abby82: (LFN-Nikita/Michael)
2023-12-09 10:32 am

FIC: you are the space in my bed [la femme nikita]

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you are the space in my bed
by abby82

category: Alternate Universe
rating: Explicit
word count: 105,000
warnings: References to acts of terrorism, sexual assault on a teenager and homelessness.
author’s note: This story was inspired by this lovely fanvid by vedavanda that interweaves clips of Peta Wilson's very glam Bally Fitness commercial with B-roll from an interview with Roy Dupuis where he's working on his boat. There are also clips of him with his cello. The worlds of both clips are so vastly different but they really work with this version of Hooverphonic's song "Vinegar & Salt", which heavily incorporates a cello. While I love reading AUs, I've never really considered myself someone who would even consider writing them. Once again LFN has proven me wrong. There was a point over a weekend where this story grew from a couple of hundred words to way over 10,000. That completely floored me and it also gave me the motivation to delve further into this world. It also has an obscene amount of smut. I'm almost a little embarrassed by it. Almost.

story began: November 2021
story finished: November 2023

links: LJ | AO3 | Tumblr

summary: Can a Hollywood starlet on the rise and a solitary craftsman find enough common ground to overcome their radically different backgrounds? This is their love story.

 



abby82: (LFN-Nikita/Michael)
2023-11-08 12:03 am

FIC: the most primitive form of comfort [la femme nikita]

the most primitive form of comfort
by abby82

category: post-episode
rating: General
word count: 2,670
disclaimer: they don’t belong to me, no money is being made. I’m only borrowing them.
author’s note: This was written for Emm, who suggested in the comments of my canon divergent season 5 centric story "the hour of separation", "Perhaps you could write the dinner Nikita has with her father in S5? I always wanted to see more of their relationship"

I'll admit that I haven't really watched season 5 all that much. Perhaps three times through when I first binged LFN in 2020. I did, however, remember Peta's performance early on in the episode when she tells Walter about meeting her father. She was so good in it and she perfectly convey's Nikita's state of mind as she's trying to process everything that she's just discovered. There's a mixture of disappointment, confusion, and anger on her face. He's "all business" is her assessment of Mr. Jones. That initial meeting didn't give her what she was looking for. It was definitely a highlight of the season for me.
story began: April 2023
story finished: November 2023

links: LJ | AO3 | Tumblr

summary: Nikita and Mr. Jones break bread.

Have you ever had Hungarian, Nikita? )
abby82: (LFN-Nikita/Michael)
2023-10-06 10:14 pm

fic: a reminder of how we were [la femme nikita]

 



a reminder of how we were
by abby82

category: Alternate Universe
rating: Adult
word count: 24,600
warnings: Emotional infidelity that will eventual lead to physical infidelity
author’s note: So a few months ago, I posted a high school/university AU. It was long. The longest thing I've ever written, but the story didn't exactly have a happy ending. I realized that a few months prior to my finishing the story. I thought that perhaps I'd write an epilogue to wrap everything up. Well, that "epilogue" got pretty long so I decided to make it a sequel. My first story wasn't done and I was already writing a sequel. Correction...I was already writing a third part because the sequel didn't have a happy ending either. And to think that this all started with the line "Did Madeline suggest you to stay away from me?" Bless you, Roy Dupuis!

story began: December 2022
story finished: September 2023

links: LJ | AO3 | Tumblr

summary: Four years after Nikita left for school in New York City, Michael and Nikita once again cross paths.
abby82: (LFN-Nikita/Michael)
2023-08-20 12:25 am

FIC: dealing with the devil 2/2 [la femme nikita]

dealing with the devil
by abby82

category: missing scene
rating: Teen
word count: 3,582
disclaimer: they don’t belong to me, no money is being made. I’m only borrowing them.
author’s note: This is the second part to my story from earlier in the year that touched upon what the conversation between Michael and Egan Petrosian would have looked like when he ordered Michael to go to Nikita. The "date" pimp session that Petrosian sets up between Michael and Nikita comes and goes pretty quickly in the episode, but it does touch on some pretty interesting character beats from the episode, namely Nikita's flirtation with the perks that Petrosian offers her and how Michael handles powerful women. I've always wondered what Michael and Nikita would talk about if he did stay for that drink. Michael's not exactly known for his small talk. And of course he stayed. There's no way he was going to humiliate Nikita by leaving.
story began: February 2023
story finished: July 2023

links: LJ | AO3 | Tumblr

summary: "Should we just have a drink? No more games or promises...just a drink."




Am I under orders to please you? )
abby82: (LFN-Nikita/Michael)
2023-07-01 09:53 pm

Fic: in the early morning [la femme nikita]



in the early morning
by abby82

category: missing scene
rating: Explicit
word count: 3,743
disclaimer: they don’t belong to me, no money is being made. I’m only borrowing them.
author’s note: Do I need every single moment of Michael and Nikita's relationship depicted on the show? No, but I definitely would have preferred that a little more of their courtship be shown. I also didn't appreciate feeling like I blinked and missed something important when I saw the opening teaser to the season 3 episode "All Good Things." Michael, clearly naked and waking up in Nikita's bed. And I definitely would have liked to have seen a little more of what transpired as the opening teaser ended. This fan wants to see her OTP have some happy sexy times together. Someone show me Michael's moves damn it! So, that's what this is. Michael and Nikita completely glowy at the beginning of their relationship before the show throws all the obstacles in their way.
story began May 2023
story finished: June 2023

links: LJ | AO3 | Tumblr

summary: The early morning sun casts Nikita's bedroom with a warm, golden hue.



There's a spot on Nikita's skin... )



abby82: (LFN-Nikita/Michael)
2023-04-10 11:38 am

FIC: I'm bare boned and crazy for you [la femme nikita]




i'm bare boned and crazy for you 
by abby82

category: High School/University AU
rating: Explicit  
word count: 60,600
warnings: Consensual sexual relationship between a 17 year old and a 21 year old which includes a loss of virginity. Acts of terrorism and violence.
author’s note: This all started with the line "Did Madeline suggest you to stay away from me?" from the late season 3 episode "Third Party Ripoff". Blame this entire story on that line and Roy Dupuis' delivery of it. It just screamed tortured bad boy finding out that his girlfriend has been forbidden to see him. This story was completed for Round 12 of the [community profile] smallfandombangI was just shy of the required 10,000 words when sign ups were going on and the timing convinced me to enter as a way to motivate myself to commit some real time to this story. I honestly thought this story would end up somewhere with a 20,000 word count. Color me surprised when it became the behemoth that it did. One of the major perks of participating in the bang is getting paired up with an artist to create art based on my story. I'm incredibly grateful for [personal profile] silvercat17's generosity and talent in creating this beautiful piece of art to accompany the story.

story began: April 2022
story finished: April 2023

links: LJ | AO3 | Tumblr

summary: Paris is burning. Civil unrest is running rampant and bombs are exploding across the city. And yet, in the midst of this, people continue to live their lives. For Nikita Jones, balancing university applications, graduation and parental expectations should be the most pressing issues in her life. That is until a chance encounter with a passionate and enigmatic older man could have unintended consequences on the trajectory of her future. Now she stands at the crossroads of either following her own heart or standing by her ethical convictions.

 

abby82: (LFN-Nikita/Michael)
2023-03-01 03:02 pm

fic: dealing with the devil [la femme nikita]

dealing with the devil
by abby82

category: missing scene
rating: Teen
word count: 1,274
disclaimer: they don’t belong to me, no money is being made. I’m only borrowing them.
author’s note: Petrosian sends Michael to Nikita as a reward for her excellent service. So what was that conversation like? Michael is unfortunately no stranger to being pimped out by Section, but to have him sent to her so that he can "please" her is all kinds of messed up.
story began and finished: February 2023

links: LJ | AO3 | Tumblr

summary: "You have a well documented protectiveness towards your material.


Read more... )
abby82: (LFN-Nikita/Michael)
2023-01-31 11:41 pm

FIC: the hour of separation [la femme nikita]

the hour of separation

by abby82

category: AU-canon divergence
rating: Explicit

word count: 5,475
disclaimer: they don’t belong to me, no money is being made. I’m only borrowing them.

author’s note: The scenario that Michael presented to Nikita about what her life would look like after his cancellation has always intrigued me. I really dug the whole Romeo and Juliet vibes that if one of them died, the other was going to do everything in their power to follow. The premise of how Section would try to console the survivor and reduce the effects of grief was really interesting.

And of course, there's Michael's scream when he realized that Nikita was the one Section was going to cancel. For me, it's one of the most powerful scenes in the entire series. So I got to thinking, “What if they just lied to Michael about Nikita being dead? Simone being alive was a real possibility and Section kept that information from Michael, so there is a precedent.
story began: November 2022

story finished: January 2023


links:
LJ | AO3 | Tumblr

summary: "You can live without me, a lot better than I can live without you." -- Nikita

abby82: (LFN-Nikita/Michael)
2023-01-03 11:52 pm
Entry tags:

Fanfiction: A Year in Review (2022)

Fanfiction I wrote this year (2022)

January
at the dark end of the street [La Femme Nikita, Michael/Nikita] - 6,826 words

February, March, April, May
in the agony of parting [La Femme Nikita, Michael/Nikita] - 27,037 words

May
the spot where I am mortal [Forever Knight, Nick/Natalie] - 8,573 words

June
desires and weakness [La Femme Nikita, Michael/Nikita] - 8,845 words

July
this heat got right out of hand [La Femme Nikita, Michael/Nikita] - 3,580 words

October
the heart repairs itself [La Femme Nikita, Michael/Nikita] - 6,330 words

November
should I swallow all your lies? [La Femme Nikita, Michael/Nikita] 11,500 words

December
you’ll come apart at my touch [La Femme Nikita, Michael/Nikita] - 5,660 words


Total stories: 8 stories in two fandoms, 78,351 words written


2022 Fanfiction meme )
abby82: (LFN-Nikita/Michael)
2022-12-31 08:21 pm

FIC: you'll come apart at my touch [la femme nikita]

you'll come apart at my touch
by abby82


category: missing scene
rating: Explicit
word count: 5,654
disclaimer: they don’t belong to me, no money is being made. I’m only borrowing them.

author’s note: This isn't anything fancy. I just wanted to use the prompt "lingerie" from the old Porn Battle. I also really like stretching out the period of time in which Michael and Nikita were trying to have a relationship right before the Type One Directive is issue. 
story began: November 2022

story finished: December 2022
links:
LJ | AO3 | Tumblr

summary: Nikita has a surprise for Michael. He only needs to open it.


Read more... )



abby82: (LFN-Nikita/Michael)
2022-12-18 08:07 pm

LFN Fic Word Count update

you'll come apart at my touch (porn battle fill): 3,513 words - potential post date of late December 2022

the hour of separation (Season 4 finale canon divergent story): 3,056 words - potential post date of late January 2023

strategic automation (android AU): 13,384 words - potential post date of February 2023; (I keep pushing this one back)

you are the space in my bed
(movie star AU): 48,106 words - potential post date of part 1 in March 2023 and part 2 in May 2023

I'm bare boned and crazy for you (High School/University AU for [community profile] smallfandombang): 23,000 words - will be posted in April 2023

A strange thing happened a few nights ago while I was working on my high school AU. I started jotting down thoughts for a sequel. What!? I'm not even done with the story itself. The first draft is due at the end of January and I'm about 90% there. So yeah, I started a new companion piece to it. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

High School/University AU sequel: everything I wanted: 3,458 words 

And then because I can't let things be easy, I started writing scenes for a third and probably final part.

High School/University AU threequel: I'll give you all I got: 678 words

Look at that! I've got half of 2023 spoken for, lol.

Interesting stat: If I post all of these LFN stories listed above, I will match the number of fanfics (17 stories) I have posted for Forever Knight, which is the fandom where I have predominately written. I guess there's something about these 1990s Toronto filmed dramas that does it for me.

abby82: (LFN-Nikita/Michael)
2022-11-26 03:45 pm

FIC: should I swallow all your lies? [la femme nikita]

should I swallow all your lies?
by abby82


category: missing scene
rating: Explicit
word count: 11,500
disclaimer: they don’t belong to me, no money is being made. I’m only borrowing them.

author’s note: Written for [personal profile] n1_samuelle when she issued a friendly challenge over at [community profile] lafemmenikita_fans to write a story based on several old Porn Battle prompts. The prompts are anger, dominate, trust, and undercover. This story takes place during the Jurgen arc.
story began: November 2022

story finished: November 2022
links:
LJ | AO3 | Tumblr

summary: In the midst of Nikita's return to Section, anger at Michael's perceived abandonment leaves her unmoored and lashing out. When a relatively simple undercover mission goes off the rails, can Nikita dn Michael overcome their trust issues without inflicting more damage?

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abby82: (LFN-Nikita/Michael)
2022-10-17 10:28 pm

La Femme Nikita WIP updates (AU edition)

So late last summer I posted about how I’d been working on four La Femme Nikita stories for about a year at that point. I had reached the point where I felt they were all really close to completion and ready for posting. So, here we are a year later and my stories have all been posted. I even managed to write five additional LFN stories that weren't a part of my original four. I'm pretty proud to say that I posted a new LFN fanwork every month since last July.

This time around I've got five AUs in the fandom that I've been working on. I wanted to do a similar post as a way of keeping myself accountable. Hopefully, in a year's time I can come back and proclaim that I have successfully posted all those stories. Or, at least the majority of them. 


strategic automation (android AU)

 

Strategic Automation involves the fandom tendency to refer to Michael during missions as going into “Machine Mode” This is 100% fanon. It’s never been on the show, but it was a pretty common way to describe Michael. It describes the very focused headspace that he enters and how very methodical and indiscriminate he is and how detached he gets when the success of a mission is paramount. So I wanted to do an Android AU where Michael is an actual machine. It’s currently at about 11,000 words, which honestly surprises me. Lately, this story has gotten much more complicated as other elements that I hadn't expected started popping up and got incorporated. I can see the ending though. My current guess is perhaps around 16,000 words.
 

Read more... )

 

 

 

 

you are the space in my bed (movie star AU)

 

My favorite child right now is a Movie Star AU based on a fanvid that I saw. I absolutely LOVED the idea of doing something with this concept. Nikita is a rising Hollywood starlet filming in Europe and Michael is this boat restorer that she encounters and eventually has a love affair with. Of course Michael is extremely pragmatic and when Nikita’s film wraps, he advocates for the relationship’s end. Nikita wants to try long distance, but Michael is set on protecting his heart. This one has an obscene amount of smut. It’s actually kinda embarrassing. It’s also at around 42,000 words right now and about 80% of a satisfactory first draft. It went from under 1000 words to about 15,000 over the course of a week. I REALLY got into writing this story. I've currently got a 40+ song playlist, a Pinterest pinboard, and a curated list of Nikita's fictional movie career. I'm in deep with this one.
 

Read more... )

 

 

 

the world is falling (apocalypse AU)

 

Another story is an apocalypse AU based on the trailer to another Roy Dupuis project from 2021. He did a short film called, “Take Me To A Nice Place” in which he plays a man who roams an apocalyptic Quebec collecting genetic material for a cloning project. Roy is older and grizzled with long and graying Michael-like hair. His weapon of choice is a semi automatic with a laser scope. The movie shows him surveying abandoned buildings with the proficiency he would often display when playing Michael on missions. So I wanted to do a story where he and Nikita have managed to survive in the aftermath of an earth destroying event. I want this one to be short so I’m shooting for a story around 3000-5000 words.
 

Read more... )
 

 

 

a stubbornly persistent illusion (parallel universe AU)

 

Nikita is accidentally transported into a parallel universe where an older, solitary Michael is now Operations of Section One. This one is based on a portrait photograph of Roy Dupuis from a 2015 edition of Elle Quebec in which his styling is so very elegant and very reminiscent of what I imagine an older Michael would look like. There’s some timey wimey stuff doing on with this one. There’s also a squint or you’ll miss it borrowing from the spy series Counterpart that dealt with parallel universes and how the portal between the two worlds works. It’s more Section based so I’m struggling with that portion of the story. 
 

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i'm bareboned and crazy for you (high school/college AU)

 

I started this high school AU a few months ago. It probably shouldn't even be included yet. I have no business writing this one because I definitely have enough stories to keep me occupied. However, it’s based on a line in season 3’s "Third Party Ripoff" from Michael to Nikita in which he asks her if Madeline instructed Nikita to stay away from him. The line delivery and scenario really struck me as being like some high school bad boy asking his girlfriend if her mom told her to stay away from him. I’ve got about 13,000 words for it. It really grew about two weeks ago. I got inspired. Nikita is this exemplary student enrolled in an international high school in Paris while she stays with her parents’ close friends Paul and Madeline. As she's nearing graduation, she's starting to question whether what she's been working for is really what she wants. She meets University student Michael and they start seeing each other. Paul and Madeline are concerned about the intensity of the fledgling relationship and are worried that Nikita dating an older and clearly more experienced man might derail all her potential. Nikita is 17 and Michael is 21. Michael is also involved with L’Heure Sanguine and they are showing signs of being the volatile group that they become. Questions of Michael's dedication to the cause come up as he spends more time with Nikita. And yes, Nikita does lose her virginity to Michael.
 

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abby82: (LFN-Nikita/Michael)
2022-10-09 11:18 pm

FIC: the heart repairs itself [la femme nikita]

this heart repairs itself
by abby82


category: missing scene
rating: Teen
word count: 6,330
disclaimer: they don’t belong to me, no money is being made. I’m only borrowing them.

author’s noteThis story serves two purposes. First, it's another entry in my ongoing series that fleshes out scenes that were originally scripted but then deleted after rewrites and therefore never filmed. The second is that it deals with the show's complete disregard for Michael's wife, Simone, in an episode that brought back the very organization that held her captive for three years. By doing that, they chose to bring back the a villain who was in the same room with her when she committed murder/suicide via explosion in season 1, but never addressed the possibility of Simone surviving as well. So yeah, the episode "I Remember Paris" is a frustrating episode on multiple levels. I hate that Michael goes through the entire episode without even flinching at the news that they're dealing with Glass Curtain when in the season one, the very mention of their name made him extremely tense and even volatile. This episode apparently went through some rewrites and its extremely disappointing that none of those rewrites had Michael address the possibility of his wife being alive. This is especially true considering that the very next episode begins with Michael waking up in Nikita's bed. Symbolically putting to rest the memory of Michael's wife as he begins a relationship with Nikita is narratively something that should have been addressed. ::shakes fist in air::
story began: August 2022

story finished: September 2022
links:
 LJ | AO3 | Tumblr

summary: Secluded hallways are the best for making out.

Their temporary Section housing is cramped. )
abby82: (LFN-Nikita/Michael)
2022-08-03 10:17 pm

FIC: this heat has got right out of hand [la femme nikita]

this heat has got right out of hand
by abby82


category: missing scene, PWP
rating: Explicit
word count: 3,580
disclaimer: they don’t belong to me, no money is being made. I’m only borrowing them.

author’s note: My headcanon is that the bathtub from "Third Party Ripoff" is in Michael's loft. There's simply no room in Nikita's apartment for one. Plus, I mourn the fact that we only got one episode that featured Michael's apartment, so I like including it in my stories. Also, is it too late to participate in the fandom's Bathtub Challenge? So what if the challenge is from 1999. But honestly, I couldn't sleep one night and it has been very, very hot where I live, so I wrote this while I battled a rare bout with insomnia.
story began: July 2022

story finished: July 2022
links:
 LJ | AO3 | Tumblr

summary: A summer heatwave sweeps across Europe and Nikita can't sleep.


There's a fine film of perspiration down her chest and between her breasts. )
abby82: (LFN-Nikita/Michael)
2022-07-01 09:36 pm

FIC: desires and weakness [la femme nikita]

 


desires and weakness

by abby82


category: missing scene
rating: Explicit
word count: 8,845
disclaimer: they don’t belong to me, no money is being made. I’m only borrowing them.

author’s note: This story was inspired by a paragraph from Christoper Heyn's "Inside Section One" book about the story changes to season 4's "Man in the Middle" when the story went from a self contained episode to a two parter. It stated, "A sexy shower scene between the Section operatives at Helmut's mansion, in which Michael gently but forcefully confronts Nikita about why she is giving Helmut far more personal attention than the mission profile requires, was cut. So was a later scene in which Nikita attempts to allay Michael's jealousy with a forceful kiss after he confronts he about shooting up heroin with Helmut in the middle of the night." This is sort of a companion piece to my other "Man in Middle" centered story "I am made of longing."  
story began: June 2022

story finished: June 2022
links:
 LJ | AO3 | Tumblr

summary: Michael confronts Nikita about her approach towards Helmut Volker.


The bathroom in the bedroom provided to them by their target Helmut Volker... )